Yesterday the weather was dramatic. The rain was heavy and loud. It banged on storm doors and windows. When Henry wanted out, I opened the closed back door for him. I waited while he poked his head beyond the door jamb, got rained on then backed into the kitchen. Later, serendipitously, the rain stopped but only a while. Henry ran to his tree. He was there a long time.

The wind was tremendous last night. It howled and even whistled. When you added the rain, it was a night to stay close to hearth and home.

When I woke up, it was still raining and still a bit windy. The prediction is for a warm day with a high of 61˚ and a low tonight in the high 30’s. I’m not going anywhere.

When I was a kid, rainy days were not my favorite walk to school days. I got wet, and my shoes squished when I walked. My socks took on a life of their own. They got heavy, soddened with water, and if I took my shoes off, I left footprints on the wooden cloak room floor when I walked. I never thought of the easy solution of putting another pair of socks in my school bag.

I watch news channels on and off during the day. Their commercial breaks are long with commercial upon commercial upon commercial, no exaggeration. I have come to hate Car Shield. Its endless commercials are on both news channels. I know this because when I switch from one channel to the other, I can’t avoid Car Care.

The Globe had an op-ed about Voice of America being saved from a Trump wrecking crew which attempted to turn it into a Trump propaganda vehicle. I remember listening to the moon landing on VOA when I was in Ghana. We were all around the radio like a Walton scene in their living room where they listened to Edgar Bergen, the ventriloquist, with his characters Charlie McCarthy and Mortimer Snerd. I have always been perplexed as to a ventriloquist on the radio. How do you know?

The morning is dark and damp. During the night, it rained, and more rain is predicted. Today it will be warm, maybe even 60˚, but high wind warnings are in effect for the Cape from this afternoon into late night. I always worry about the pine trees in the backyard during heavy winds. They bend from the top and sway. I’ll keep an eye.

Yesterday I started going through the Christmas presents I’ve already bought, and I put them into individual Christmas bags. I’ll finish sorting today then figure out what I still need to buy. I’m thinking overnight from Amazon. I want my gifts on the road by the end of the week wending their ways to Colorado, Florida, New Hampshire and Stoneham.

When I was a kid, pennies, nickels and dimes were big time money. Quarters made me weep with joy. My mother used to send me for milk or bread. The two nearest corner stores were three and four blocks away. I usually rode my bike. The white store was my favorite. One of the old ladies who ran it was always behind the counter. In my mind’s eye, I can still see the glass candy display case with wood around the outside edges. It was on the right as you went inside. It always took me a long time to decide how to spend my pennies. Mostly I chose the two for a penny candies. I remember Banana Splits candy. It was a square, hard, yellow candy which was chewable but barely and only after a while. You can still find it at Old Time Candy. Yup, it is now described as Old Time. No surprise there!

I hate Alexa. I love Hey Google. This morning I asked Alexa the weather on Cape Cod. She told me she didn’t know that place. I asked her to tell me about Cape Cod. She did, but when I asked her for the local weather again, she said she’d never heard of Cape Cod. I asked Hey Google, and I got my weather report. I wish Alexa could understand me calling her vile names. She always says, “I don’t know that one.”

The morning is chilly but sun bright. The sky is deep blue. Nothing is moving, not even the smallest pine branch. I need to fill the feeders again.

My yard is beautiful, cleaned and trimmed. It is time for the cow.

Yesterday I was out and about for a while. I even managed to get to the dump. I also shopped locally. My favorite stop was the Cape Cod Museum of Art. They had a pop-up store as well as the museum shop. I hit both and bought some presents. The candy store was the next stop. I’m giving myself kudos as I didn’t buy anything for me, my rule this time of year. The hardware store was next. I had a list. Agway was last. I walked out with cat food, dog treats, bright red poinsettias, a boxwood centerpiece for my table and seeds for the squirrel’s horse head.

My mother hid the presents as soon as she bought them. One of her hiding places was the closet across from the cellar door. None of us had a reason to open it so that closet was a good spot except I did open it one year. I found a present of mine. I felt guilty. The attic was probably the best hiding place of all. We never went up there. When you opened the trapdoor, the ladder fell automatically and noisily. I know that because the sound of my parent’s voices and the attic ladder sliding down woke me up one Christmas Eve. I can remember hearing the tune from the musical push toy my sister was getting as it was handed down from the attic. When they were done with the attic, I sneaked down to watch through the stair slats. I went back to bed with my parents none the wiser.

Today is the first Sunday of Advent. When I was a kid, we’d light one of the purple candles on our Advent wreath. Christmas is coming.

The morning is cloudy but warm. Nothing is moving. The prediction is for sun this afternoon then down to the 30’s tonight. I’ll be home safe and warm.

Henry woke me up this morning. He bayed then leapt out of bed, landed on the hall rug and slid across. Without pause, he bounded down the stairs and slipped a bit as he ran. When he got to the front door, he barked incessantly. I could hear it all from my bedroom. I could also hear a blower. My landscaper and his guys were cleaning my front yard and deck. Henry was just announcing their arrival. They blew pine needles off the lower driveway which I hadn’t seen in a while. They raked and cleared the flower beds. They blew the deck clean of the oak leaves strewn about by the wind. The upper driveway was filled with pine needles and leaves which a vacuum sucked into a truck. My yard looks neat.

I had leftover Thanksgiving last night. I’ll have it again tonight. I don’t ever mind leftovers especially turkey dinner leftovers.

When I was a kid, the countdown to Christmas began right after Thanksgiving. My town put up lights. The fire station was totally outlined in holiday colors, and swags hung over the square from one side of the street to the other. A bell hung from the center of each swag. The store windows were decorated, and I loved walking through the square.

When the Sears catalog came, it was a fight to the finish as to which of us would get it first. I kept a running list of what I wanted for Christmas. To help Santa, I included the item number from the catalogue in my letter to him. I just wanted to make sure he knew exactly what I wanted.

The sun just arrived, and I can see blue sky behind the clouds. I think it will be a nice day. I’ll do a bit of shopping and visit my favorite local stores.

The morning is glorious. It rained all day yesterday so everything is still wet. When I opened the back door, I could see steam rising from the tops of the fences where the morning sun was hitting it. The steam rose in the air and reminded me of steam from subway vents on the sidewalks. When I was a kid, I used to stand on one to get warm. A bird was singing loudly all by itself probably in thanks for the sun and the warmth of the day. It will get to 60˚ here.

My Thanksgiving dinner was delicious, and there is plenty for leftovers tonight. The aluminum pan was filled with turkey, mashed potatoes, green beans, stuffing, squash and sweet potato. Gravy and cranberry sauce were on the side. The original email said to call from the parking lot, and they’d bring my dinner so I dressed not at all. I wore fleece pants with lots of white dog hair, pelting and a hole. I stayed in my sweat shirt with no supportive undergarment. When I got to the restaurant, the sign said to go in to pick up dinner. I slouched and went inside.

My to do list has one item. I need to organize all the Christmas gifts into bags and boxes to get them ready to wrap then mail. I am determined to finish organizing by Sunday so I can buy whatever gifts I’m missing. I’ll wrap them all next week. I want the boxes gone by next Friday.

I am sad. My slippers have reached the end of their usefulness and their warmth. My toes poke through, well, the big toes anyway. The backs are frayed, and the soles worn down to the linings. I have worn those slippers everywhere. They stopped being just slippers a long time ago. I’ll miss them.

Thanksgiving Day is filled with memories. The smell of the kitchen while the turkey cooked was nearly sublime. I used to sneak and open the oven to steal the crisp end of the stuffing hanging out of the turkey. I remember being shocked when I was a kid to find out the stuffing was not in the turkey’s head. The kitchen windows were steamed from the heat of the oven while the turkey cooked. All four stove burners had pots filled with vegetables. I especially remember one pot because I think my mother had it forever. The pot had a dent and a black spot on the side which never disappeared. It usually held the potatoes.

We watched the Macy’s parade. We snacked while we watched. I remember tangerines, M&M’s and mixed nuts in the shell served in a special bowl. The nutcracker was thick metal and looked a bit like scissors in having two sides. I always thought the walnuts were the hardest to crack. I liked the Brazil nuts but not the almonds. I’m still not a fan of almonds.

Befitting the occasion, we sat in the dining room. The table always looked lovely covered in a holiday tablecloth and set with special dishes. As my family got bigger, we ran out of room at the table so the overflow ate in the kitchen.

My father always wanted a drumstick. The rest of us, except my brother the vegetarian, weren’t particular. We ate both white and dark meat. I remember passing the filled dishes around the table took some maneuvering with the table so tightly packed with food.

My father ate quickly so he could get back to his football games. The rest of us sat at the table to finish eating. Soon enough, the table emptied, and my mother and I tag-teamed for the cleanup. I cleared the table, and she loaded the dishwasher, and we both cleaned the kitchen. After everything was cleared, we brought out the pies. The always pies were apple and lemon meringue. Sometimes they’d be blueberry, pumpkin or sweet potato. My father loved his apple pie with cheddar. That’s a New England thing. I had lemon meringue.

Today I’ll miss family and friends. It will be a quiet Thanksgiving. I’ll wear my turkey earrings, and I may even get dressed.

I wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving.

From inside, the world looks lovely, filled with bright sun and a light blue sky, but if you go out, dress warmly. It is windy and cold. Tonight will get down to the 20’s. Tonight is winter

I have ordered my Thanksgiving dinner. It will be ready for pick-up Wednesday afternoon. Dinner comes with all the fixings, and I added rolls and a piece of chocolate cream pie for dessert.

My sisters and I remember well Thanksgiving day and our mother’s turkey. It was always huge, big enough to feed the six of us for days. She used to get up at the crack of dawn Thanksgiving morning to stuff the bird and get it in the oven. We usually ate around two so the turkey cooked for hours and hours. The menu was our own traditional dinner, usually the same from year to year.

My mother made great stuffing. She used Bell’s rich with sage to season it. I love the creamed onions, one of my dad’s favorites, and they always had a spot near him on the table. I haven’t had creamed onions in years and writing about them makes me want to change that. Turkey was the star but mashed potatoes was a close second. I can still see my mashed potato mound with a dip in the middle to hold the gravy which still ran down the sides of my mound anyway. The table groaned with the weight of the dishes, and we kept having to rearrange them to make room for the next dish. My father had a small dish of canned asparagus in front of him and he didn’t have to share. Also around the table were the sweet potatoes, sometimes mashed and sometimes in their skins, a green bean casserole, a squash casserole we all love and maybe peas and carrots. The cranberry sauce almost always came from the can. I remember once my mother hollowed out oranges and filled them with a cranberry orange sauce she’d made. I loved it, but it wasn’t universally welcomed to the Thanksgiving table. After that we stuck with the can and the decorated cranberry sauce. I did think it was decorative. I didn’t know the lines were imprints from the can.

Dessert was always assorted pies: apple for my father, lemon meringue and sometimes blueberry and pumpkin. My mother made all of them. I ate all of them.

Yesterday’s dark, dreary day is still here, but it is even getting darker. Overnight it rained, a quiet rain. Everything is still wet. My papers were on the steps, but I needed to go across the street to my mailbox then I had to rehang some of the ornaments on the outside tree. Meanwhile, my coffee was perking.

Today is warm. Tonight will go down to the 30’s. Right now, we are under a tornadic thunderstorm warning. I have seen lightning and heard the thunder. It will rain and off all day. I got an emergency communication about the tornados and also advice as to where to go in the house to be at the safest. The chief warned of downed wires because of the heavy wind and rain.

Last night I thought I’d order delivery. I read through three or four menus but nothing appealed to me. I did love one sandwich suggestion, one for a BLT. The description read a bacon, tomato and lettuce sandwich, a BTL.

Henry needs food, and the cats need treats. I need bread and light cream. I’m going out later.

When I was kid, every day made memories. My walk to school was the same route for eight years, but it wasn’t the same walk. Some days it was raining, even pouring, but I had to walk anyway. I loved the walk when it was snowing. I’d stick my tongue out to catch the snowflakes and throw snowballs at my friend who’d squeal and run. Her back was my next target. In the fall, leaves were great fun. I’d walk along the street next to the curb so I could kick up leaves. I’d get to school with bits of leaves on my skirt, my socks and my shoes. Spring time walking to school was amazing, my favorite of all the seasons. I got to watch the leaves bud and grow on the trees lining the sidewalk. The tree trunks were tall and thick, and the top branches were wide and long. Every morning felt a bit warmer, and I got to shed some layers. It didn’t take long for the leaves to grow and shade the sidewalk. By May, my walk passed green lawns, trees heavy with leaves and gardens filled with early flowers. That spring walk took me the longest to get to school. I kept stopping to take in the morning.

It has started to rain heavily enough that I heard it hitting the back door. This is the sort of rain which makes me wish I had a metal roof.

Some days start out bad from the outset. I woke up cold. Henry was hogging the bed. My blanket was on the floor. When I reached over for it, I slid off the bed because part of the mattress topping was just hanging out there in space beyond the mattress. The drop to the floor was slow and didn’t faze me so I got off the floor, picked up the blanket, straightened my bed, got back in it under the warmth of the blanket then I tried to go back to sleep. I couldn’t. It was dark. Okay, it wasn’t dark. It was almost nine, too early for me, but I got up anyway. My house was cold.

Next, I put cream in my coffee, but it wasn’t cream. Believe me when I tell you that pumpkin eggnog and coffee are not a good combo.

My sweatshirt pocket caught on the cabinet knob. The pocket tore a bit. I just shrugged. That brings us to now. The cats and dog are upstairs napping. I am alone on the couch but am quite comfortable despite my torn sweatshirt.

When I woke up, the sun was shining. Without a breeze, 48˚ felt warm. A bit later a dark cloud appeared and spread across the sky, now totally gray, a whitish gray. It is just an ugly day, no rain predicted.

I was going to the dump, but I can wait for a few more days. I have only a single bag of trash and a few bags of newspapers and magazines. Besides, it is just the sort of day to laze around the house. I am going to hang the new spawn of Satan feeder I bought. It is a plastic horse’s head which will hang just above the deck rail so the spawn can reach it. I have to put peanut butter inside the head to hold seeds. If I’ve done it all correctly, the spawn will sit on the deck with its own head inside the horse’s head and will move it around to get at the seed. I need a bit of humor, and I figure the spawns owe me.

Today is a lovely, warm day. While I was out on the deck, Henry ran the yard, and I noticed the empty bird feeder swaying from a high tree branch above my head. It was the same feeder the spawn raided the other day. I watched its acrobatic moves from the deck rail to the feeders. I gave the squirrel an 8, a lower score because the jump wasn’t difficult. I have a wired feeder to replace the one the spawns visit.

When I was a kid, there was no better day than Saturday. All morning I got to watch my shows. I’d sit on the floor in front of the TV with my bowl in hand and munch Rice Krispies. In good weather, I’d head out the door after breakfast. My mother would always ask where I was going. I never had a specific answer. I always said, “Just out.” She was fine with that.

In winter I’d walk up town to the movie theater, to the matinee. Most times the movie was an old one preceded by a cartoon and coming attractions, but the movie didn’t really matter. What did matter was being there in the crowded theater dodging candy missiles, eating the longest lasting candy I could buy and sitting surrounded by my friends. The only movie I remember seeing is The Wizard of Oz. I swear the entire audience gasped when the movie turned to color over the rainbow.

In Ghana, I often went to town on Saturdays, especially on market days. I loved wandering the busy market in the early mornings. I bought meat, eggs, tomatoes, onions and sometimes bread, sweet, unsliced bread. Once in a while I’d find a surprise like the watermelon. I carried my stringed shepherd’s bag which stretched to hold just about everything, even the watermelon.

When I was teaching, Saturday was my sacrosanct day, a day for me. I didn’t do school work, no preparing lessons and no correcting. Everything was left for Sunday.

I joke and tell people every day is Saturday for me. It really is but without the Rice Krispies and a matinee.