This morning we have a President-Elect. Pennsylvania put Joe Biden over the top. President Trump now joins only five other presidents who did not win re-election. I can finally stop watching the news channels.

The weather is superb for the third day in a row. I think it is even warmer than yesterday. The high could reach 70˚. I need to go out to do a bit of grocery shopping, and I’m glad.

Yesterday I cleaned my little library and added two books. I know it is being visited as there was space for both books, and other books have been added by my little library patrons, including some kid’s books.

When I was a kid, I would loved today, a perfect day for bike riding. I would have left in the late morning, after my favorite shows. Most times I’d pack my lunch and take off by myself. There were different routes I followed through town. One road led to the zoo, another to uptown, the third went pass the golf course to the next town, and the last road, the best road, was Main Street, and it led everywhere.

I have pictures in my memory drawers from when I was a kid. Many, even the simple memories, are still vivid. The bike rack at my school was wooden and painted dark green. It was under the trees. I’d slide my bike into the rack and leave it. I had no lock. My bike was always there at the end of the day. I expected it to be.

I remember the aisles in the movie theater. They were a slight slant. The last row was where couples would sit and make-out. We always laughed. We were kids, and it was the matinee.

The soda fountain at Middlesex Drugs had a granite counter top. Silver straw holders were on the granite. You had to lift the top of the holder and pull the straw out from the pile. They were paper straws. I always ordered a vanilla coke. The soda jerk pushed the container lever to spurt the vanilla syrup in my glass then he’d add the soda water and mix the two. I always sat close to the action so I could watch. It was well worth the dime.

I knew all the big hills and how far I could make it up the hills until I had to walk my bike. I still remember the day I was able to pedal all the way up the hill where I lived. I stopped in front of my house and cheered.

Today is warm and lovely with a here and gone and back again sun and an occasional breeze. I filled all the bird feeders yesterday and hung another, a cylindrical feeder I had taken down when it was under a spawn attack. The chickadees came back first. I watched them from the kitchen window while the coffee brewed. They were quickly in and out of the feeders to nearby branches carrying sunflower seeds in their beaks. The little birds took two or three whacks before they got the meat.

My car is filled with empty boxes, newspapers and a bag of trash. Two more bags need to be loaded into the trunk, but I don’t feel like going to the dump today. I’m thinking late Sunday afternoon. Today I am a sloth.

When I was a kid, I was familiar with snakes, grasshoppers and assorted insects. I never saw animals in the woods near my house. I figure there had to be raccoons, spawns and maybe skunks but they kept a wide berth. When we took family rides, we sometimes saw cows, and the whole car got excited when we once saw a couple of deer eating grass near the road. My father stopped so we could watch. The deer ran away, but even that was amazing to see. I remember their back legs kicking in the air.

My nephew was ten when he came to stay a few days. We went camping at Nickerson State Park in Brewster with my friends and their six kids. One night a skunk waddled by the camp site. My nephew was so excited. He told us it was the first animal he’d ever seen in the wild. I think spawns were my first. I remember feeding them peanuts near the swan boats in the Boston Public Garden. I kept begging my father for more peanuts so he bought more from the vendors who sold small brown paper bags filled with peanuts, and he doled them out to the four of us. The squirrels, not yet called spawns, surrounded us and took the peanuts from our hands. I laughed the whole time. I loved feeding those squirrels, but I was a kid, what did I know about cute rodents?

Yesterday, I had just enough time for a cup of coffee before my uke lesson. At ten, my lesson started. Our last song, an hour later, was Silent Night. I really enjoy learning and playing the uke despite my frustrations. I wish for longer, more adept fingers.

After my lesson was over, I had more coffee and read the papers. I was back to my morning ritual. After that I spent most of my day watching the results of the election, or rather the lack of results. When I got bored, I’d watch movies. Two of them had happy endings. I need happy endings, real or imagined.

When I was a kid, I played the sticks in the school rhythm band. Everybody played in the rhythm band in the second grade. Some kids had metal triangles with little metal hammers, some had maracas and others had tambourines or maybe bells, but I’m not sure. I wanted the triangle. The only good part about the sticks was we were in the front row because I think the nuns recognized sticks could have presented a danger for anyone in front of us. We were a bit enthusiastic.

Six boxes came yesterday. They were the highlights of my day. One box from Chewy had Henry food and treats and Jack and Gwen food and treats. Another box had the special litter I buy. Two boxes had my grocery order from Imperfect Foods. Another box came with some pottery and a Christmas present for a friend. The last box had Saltines and Wheat Thins. Everything has since been put away. My freezer and my larder are filled.

I lost myself a few times yesterday, got distracted. Once I went to the kitchen to get my iPad which was charging; instead, I cleaned the kitchen counter and sink where I had washed the fruits and veggies. The dirt had caught my eye. Next, I brought a few of the empty boxes out to the car for the next dump run. When I got back inside, I sat down. I did not have my iPad. I had forgotten all about it. I think it is still in the kitchen.

As soon as I woke up this morning, I remembered it was Election Day, but that didn’t bring an ending, a sense of relief. I have election angst, a malady I developed in 2016. I will watch the news channels on and off all day alternating with black and white science fiction movies, a few monsters more will hardly be noticed. Tonight I will watch only the news.

I can remember the first election which mattered to me. It was the Kennedy-Nixon 1960 presidential race. I still remember lying on my parents’ bed watching their black and white TV tuned to Huntley-Brinkley. I remember the results were posted by hand. In 1968, when I voted for the first time, I watched the results in my apartment near college on my black and white TV. I swear it was the same TV from 1960. I also remember my disappointment, the first of many disappointments. I’m hoping 2016 was the last.

Right now it is 47˚, the high for the day. Every now and then the sun peeks out from the cloudy gray sky. The wind is blowing the topmost branches.

Last night Henry went outside more than usual at night, and each time he did, he went right to the deck box. I noticed a trash bag on top of the deck box had been opened. I figured there had been or there still was creature behind the deck box. Henry didn’t get for a while. Later he found nothing and lost interest.

My front yard got cleaned this morning. The tall stalks from the hibiscus are gone. The garden has been raked. The trees have been pruned. The only color in front is in the basket by the steps. Gourds surround a pumpkin. In front of the basket is a bigger pumpkin which now has bite marks. I curse the pawns of Satan.

The first time I woke up this morning it was sunny. I turned over and so did the weather. The sun is gone. Clouds have taken over. The wind is strong. Even the thick branches of the oaks are bending and swaying. It’s cold. According to the weather, the sun will be back, but I’m skeptical.

I decided to watch old movies today and am presently watching my first. It is a spectacular choice, 1957’s The Monster from Green Hell. The scene is Africa where a rocket which carried wasps into space to be studied before a manned flight has crashed. They think it crashed in the ocean so nobody looked for it. Big Mistake. Months later reports came out about a monster from Green Hell. That’s it. That’s all you’re getting. I’d suggest watching it when you have absolutely nothing to do except to while away the hours just like the scarecrow. As for me, finding this movie has actually made my day. I love the old black and white science fiction movies. The effects are dated without question, but that’s why I love them.

My grocery ordering has begun. I use three different sites for delivery. One, the all organic store, is not so far away, in Dennisport. Another sends me my order in two boxes. One box is fruit and veggies, and the other is meat and whatever produce needs to be kept cold. My third place is a local market where I get chips and donuts and crackers and cookies and other such tasty tidbits the organic stores don’t have.

My mother used to insist we bundle up for the winter walk to school. When I was young, because I had to wear a skirt as part of my school uniform, my mother made me wear ski pants to keep my legs warm. I hated them. They were not easy to take off in the cloak room, and they hogged all the room on my hook. I remember leggings when I was older. I’m not sure if leggings is the right word, but it is the best I can come up with. They were pink. They weren’t stretchy but were material, and they came down just above my knees. I wasn’t fond of them either, but at least I didn’t have to take them off in the cloak room.

The rain is back. I woke to a dreary day. The high will be 55˚, a tolerable temperature despite the damp. The low, though, will be really low, 38˚. That is bundle up weather.

Last night I actually had kids, around 11 or 12 of them. I managed to give out all my Chuckles without having to open the chocolates bars. All the kids were in costume. It felt like a regular Halloween for just a while.

Today is a down day. I haven’t any lists. I have plenty of food, human, canine and feline, so I won’t need to get dressed today. I’ll stay in my comfy flannels with the designs of Santa on skis and Santa ice skating. They were the only cleans one left in the basket. I’m also wearing a Red Sox sweat shirt and my slippers with the holes. It is a good think I don’t get company.

I was pleased when I woke up early today then I remembered I had changed the clocks, fall back.

When I was a kid, Sunday was my least favorite day. I had to go to church so my morning started out badly, but if I went to church with my father, I got my favorite donut and a ride to and from. He’d also give me a dime or a quarter for the basket. I remember he’d get to my row, move the basket down, and when it was in front of me, he’d wiggle it, and I’d put in my dime.

Sunday dinner was the highlight of the week. The house always smelled great no matter the main course. My favorite has always been the roast beef. My mother always made mashed potatoes to go with the roast. She was a liberal user of butter, but I never complained. I liked to watch the butter melt on the mound of potatoes on my plate. It was sort of like a weird volcano. For veggies, I’d take the peas or the green beans, one of the few beans I’ll eat. Sometimes we had corn, either niblets or cream corn. In my whole adult life, the only time I’ve bought cream corn is when I’ve made one of my cornbread recipes. Something about the look of cream corn disturbs me.

I am the only one awake in this house. It’s pretty quiet and just a little bit lonely.

If I were to look up the definition of a fall day, I’d find a picture of today with its blue sky and warm sun. It is a perfect day for Halloween.

Ghosts and goblins wander on All Hallow’s Eve when the veil between the world of the living and the world of the dead allows the dead to come back to earth to walk among the living. Footsteps become ominous. Look behind you just in case. If you see a shadow, run.

My brother and I were out late every Halloween. I remember leaves covering the sidewalk and piled in the street gutters. The leaves were yellow. Footsteps echoed. We’d see lots of other kids as we wandered, but as the night got older, we’d see fewer and fewer. My brother and I always decided to keep trick or treating thinking fewer kids, more candy.

We had favorite houses stored in our memories from year to year. The red house on Main Street was my favorite. It had a porch with columns across. An old lady always answered the door with bowl in hand. She’d let us pick the candy bar we wanted, yup, a five cent bar. The black and white house near school also gave out 5 cent bars. From that house, we’d cut through the town hall playground to the fire station then we’d work our way down Main Street.

When all the outside house lights went dark, we’d start for home, our treat bags slung over our shoulders. I remember so clearly those walks home. They were quiet. Our footsteps were the only sounds. The night was dark. I remember the shine of the street lights reflected on the sidewalk. We were never afraid. We had candy.

The rain has stayed around. Last night it was heavy, and I woke up to the patter on the roof. When I got downstairs, Henry really needed out so out he went. He peed at his tree which has a permanent wet spot and then he raced to the backyard for the next part of his morning ritual. He is now upstairs napping. It has been strenuous for the poor, wet boy.

Of course, I need to go out. It’s for dog food again. I’ll also buy all his treats and the cat food and treats.

The sky is getting much lighter, but that is a ruse, trickery. The weather calls for rain on and off all day. The high will be 46˚. The low makes me gasp, 36˚. That’s winter. Where is my down comforter?

When I was a kid, today would have lasted forever. First it is Friday, and second, it is the day before Halloween. It was time to finalize my costume. My mother was an artist at designing Halloween costumes. She’d scour the house for the bits and pieces she needed. Mostly we didn’t have full face masks. We had Lone Ranger masks. Make-up was liberally applied on our faces. I was once a hobo with a dirty face. I remember one of my sisters was a ballerina in a tutu. My two sisters traveled together in our neighborhood which had a million kids. My brother and I went far a field. We carried pillow slips instead of bags. I think we hoped we’d fill it. We never did. We never even came close.

Once we got home, we’d dump our candy into big bowls. High level negotiations were next. With bowls in hand we’d sit and trade candy. We also picked out stuff like popcorn balls and tossed them. In those days, candy was often in little paper bundles tied at the top. A lot of the bundles had candy corn. They were never my favorites. I used to keep my bowl under my bed so I’d have easy access. It never took long for the candy to disappear.

I hope I have kids because I have all those candy bars I love, and I’d hate them to go to waste.

The rain started yesterday and continues today. The high will be 53˚. Given the weather, as if I really needed an excuse, I am going nowhere and not even getting dressed. I bought two cans of dog food yesterday so Henry will eat today. The big announcement is I did my laundry. The pile in the basket in the hall got so high that Henry slinked passed it fearing an attack.

Some days I have a lot of energy while other days I barely get off the couch. Yesterday I had a doctor’s appointment then I stopped for the dog food. I got home and into my cozies then I dusted around the TV, the dining room table and the small bureau in the hall. I wet mopped the kitchen then I collapsed on the couch from far too much exertion. My current sweatshirt has clean sleeves.

The oak tree leaves have turned brown. They’re curled at the edges. That is my view from the den window, a tree filled with dead leaves. I wonder if it is a metaphor.

When I was a kid, I walked to school all the time. On the walk home, I crossed the railroad tracks at about the halfway point. I walked across the field, a sort of short cut, then to my street and, finally, up the hill to my house. It didn’t take long to walk home, but the walk was long enough that I got soaked.

hIf I were asked my favorite novel when I was kid, I’d have said Little Women. Jo is my favorite character. She taught me that I could do most anything, my sex not withstanding. The novel in second place would be The Wind in the Willows. I loved that the characters were four animals: Mole, Rat (a European water vole), Toad, and Badger all imbued with human qualities. I liked kind, loyal Mole the most. Toad was the most interesting character, “the wealthy scion of Toad Hall who inherited his wealth from his late father. Although good-hearted and optimistic, he is also arrogant, conceited, and impulsive. He is prone to obsessions and crazes. Having a short-attention-span, he gets bored with each of these activities in turn and drops them…” That description, without the good-hearted and optimistic, gave me pause.

The sky is cloudy and it’s dark, but no rain is predicted. The temperature is about right for this time of year, 55˚. I need to get dog food today as Mr. Henry has only a single can left, not even enough for dinner.

This morning I noticed one of pictures was crooked. I walked right by it. That is so not me. I can’t stand crooked pictures. I sat down, tried not to care, had a couple of sips of coffee, opened the paper then went and straightened the picture. I lasted as long as I could.

I feel especially bright this morning, not mood bright but brain bright. I easily filled the Globe crossword and just as easily solved the Cape Times cryptogram.

My father loved reading the newspaper. It was his morning ritual. After he had retired, he’d sit on the front steps, drink his coffee and read his paper. Just about every car that went by him honked and he waved. He knew everybody.

My father wore a white shirt and tie with his suits for years and years. One Christmas I bought him a yellow shirt. My mother said he’d never wear it. He did. That was the end of starched white shirts. What I missed when he stopped needing the dry cleaners, or dry cleansers as my father called them, was that piece of cardboard in every shirt. It was perfect for all sorts of crafts.

I’ve picked up more clumps of black fur. These clumps, though, surprised me as they felt weird and looked odd. I wondered if Gwen was coming downstairs while Henry and I slept. They could also have been Jack’s as he tends to get clumps, and I tend to find them all over. Either way I just picked them up and tossed them. This morning Henry was carrying around his Halloween toy, his Frankenstein. I noticed Frank has black hair, strange looking black hair.

I did buy candy in case the neighbor kids drop by the house. I took my time scrolling through the Amazon candy offerings. I wanted candy kids might like but candy I definitely like. A package of Butterfingers, Baby Ruths, Nestle Crunch and 100 Grand bars is what I bought. The candy came a few days ago. I have been hard-pressed not too open it. I’d have to buy more if I did.

Today I need dog food. Tomorrow I have a doctor’s appointment, a routine appointment. That means I’ll be getting dressed two days in a row again. I consider that beyond the pale.