”I believe a leaf of grass is no less than the journey-work of the stars.”

Posted June 13, 2024 by katry
Categories: Musings

Today is too lovely to waste so I’ll make it an outside day. I have to organize my little library, put deck tarps away, decorate the trees hanging by the deck and fill the bird feeders. My deck needs to be cleared of debris, but it is too much for my broom and me so I’m hoping the grass gets cut this afternoon so my landscaper can blow the deck clean. I also need to pick up a few flowers for the deck’s clay pots. I don’t know how many tasks I can finish today, but I’m hoping for most of them. I’m trying to ignore my sloth which whispers nap into my ear.

My father was a lawn man. He used a hand mower and always cut the lawn in the same direction. He hated it when we rode our bikes down the small grassy hill in front of the house. Our tire tracks gave us away. My father had a sprinkler which watered the lawn in a circle. He used to keep moving the sprinkler around the yard. He was always proud of his grass.

My mother had a small flower garden in a corner of the yard. It was right outside the kitchen windows. She had a bird feeder in the garden, a statue of St. Francis with outstretched arms. She put the seeds in his hands. She also hung seed bags off the clothes line. The squirrels, aka spawns of Satan, deftly walked the lines to get the seeds. She seldom attracted pretty birds. She had pigeons and crows. Once she even had a seagull. She told us her pigeons were country birds.

I keep lists. I tape them to the table here in the den. One list has all of the uke concerts in June. Another one lists the flowers I’ll buy today. I keep a standing grocery list. Another has the birthdays of my friends. I never used to be a list person, but I find I forget things if I don’t write them down somewhere. I tape them to the table because if I put them somewhere else I’ll forget where they are.

My Future: Billie Eilish

Posted June 11, 2024 by katry
Categories: Video

Song For A Future Generation: The B-52s

Posted June 11, 2024 by katry
Categories: Video

In the Year 2525: Zager and Evans

Posted June 11, 2024 by katry
Categories: Video

 Tomorrow Never Knows: The Beatles

Posted June 11, 2024 by katry
Categories: Video

Posted June 11, 2024 by katry
Categories: photo

“Life is made of ever so many partings welded together.”

Posted June 11, 2024 by katry
Categories: Musings

The dogs are out in the yard. I haven’t seen them in a while. They do that on the best days.

I like mornings like today’s. The house is still a little chilly from nighttime. My den is dark. It gets afternoon light. When I turn on the light, it brightens every corner of the room. It feels cozy.

We leave people behind every new stage of our lives, but we also keep some with us every step we take. I remember the names of classmates from grammar school, classmates I haven’t seen or heard of since eighth grade. I sometimes wonder where they are, what sorts of lives they led. What happened to the bullies and the bullied?

I see high school friends and classmates around town. We always stop to catch up, to chat a bit, but I wonder. Where are the rest of my high school friends? Are they happy? Are they content with the lives they’ve led? I lost touch with my college friends when I went into the Peace Corps. They moved on with their lives. Some got married. A few died. My two best Peace Corps friends are still with me. We see each other and talk all the time. We even went back to Ghana together. I don’t know where the rest of my Peace Corps friends are, but I know if I see them, we will still be connected. We shared so much.

When I was a kid, the future was tomorrow. When my aunt the nun used to ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up, I was stymied. I used to say teacher just to answer the question, but I really had no idea. I was ten. I wish I could go back and tell her I want a world of choices. I want to be an adventurer. I want to live in Africa. I want to work at a job I love. I want to live life to the fullest. That’s what I would tell my aunt the nun.

Why?

Posted June 10, 2024 by katry
Categories: Just Because

Did you figure out the connections? I bet the Barbarians threw you!

Are You a Boy or Are You a Girl: The Barbarians

Posted June 10, 2024 by katry
Categories: Video

Love Me Forever: The Four Esquires

Posted June 10, 2024 by katry
Categories: Video