“I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired.”

I have risen from the dead. I’m still coughing, but I can catch my breath. My voice, though, is still so raspy I almost have to scream when I am on the phone so I can be understood. A few other symptoms linger, but I’ll spare you the details. I have felt better a couple of times before but the plague returned both times. Now I’m hoping this third time is magical.

I haven’t left the house in a week so now I have to play catch-up. My larder is empty of essentials. I need the staff of life, bread, coffee filters and cream for my coffee. I’m also wanting a Snickers or maybe two. I haven’t been eating because nothing tempts me but I can never turn away from a Snickers. I need to do a dump run. My house is dusty. My dirty clothes are piled. I need a nap!!

When I was a kid, I was seldom sick. I had all the usual, measles, mumps and chicken pox, but I seldom caught colds. If I did, my mother always gave me ginger ale or tea and Saltines. She saw them as panaceas. I still think tea is for only when I’m sick.

On one of my trips, I was in the Arctic Circle in northern Finland, in Lapland. I took a sleeper train from Helsinki and a bus from Rovaniemi, the capital of Lapland, to go further north to Lake Inari. My friend and I stayed at a summer hotel. We had dinner at the restaurant just up the street. I had reindeer for dinner. When people ask how it tasted, I tell them I didn’t notice. I was too distracted by the red blinking light on the plate (sorry). The reindeer was actually tasty as they are domesticated though most forage all summer.

Because it was midnight sun time, on the way back to the hotel, I stopped to take pictures. The light was dim. It reminded me of twilight when the late afternoon light is diffused. The backdrop of those pictures is a lake surrounded by pine trees, tall trees with thick trunks. I have a picture of my friend standing in front of a grove of pine. You can just make her out, but the sun is big and clear.

It is good to be back!

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4 Comments on ““I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired.””

  1. Bob's avatar Bob Says:

    Hi Kat,

    I’m so glad that you have returned from the doorstep of death. I for one missed your words of wisdom six times a week.

    I’m fortunate that I have a spouse to take care of me when I’m ill or I can take care of her when she is ill. Although most seniors desire to age in place, what will happen if you can no longer live without additional help. Also, will you have the mental capacity to know when it’s time to move into an assisted living facility.

    I hope you get to the grocery store before the big snowstorm hits the northeastern part of the country.

    • katry's avatar katry Says:

      Hi Bob,
      Thanks! I still have coughing remnants, but I do feel a bit better.

      I hope I’d be smart enough to know when this house is too much. This is the first time in at least thirty years that I have been sick. I guess that weighs into my impatience in having to wait to get better.

      We have about an inch or an inch and a half of snow and for now it has stopped. I if this stays, I’ll go to the grocery store tomorrow.

  2. Rowen's avatar Rowen Says:

    Heheh—good one about the reindeer. Hope you get well soon.

    • katry's avatar katry Says:

      Rowen,
      My mother thought I was terrible. My sisters loved it. Today ended up being a better day.


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